Does that feeling of “I want to shake him until some sense drops into his head”-feeling towards your ex-husband ever subside? Just when you think things are finally on track to getting calmer and without major incident…. then the idiot does or says something that throws you into that emotional whirlpool that you just thought you got out of!

I sometimes have this wish:

If I can just step away from my life for a few hours and just look at it all from the outside… come to think of it, it’s probably similar to what God does with us. Not that I would ever compare! But I feel like I want to escape for a little while … I don’t know what I want to accomplish really.

Perhaps I’ll find calm and new energy. Perhaps I just want to have a moment where I don’t feel the heaviness of having to make the right decisions for the kids and I. Perhaps I just want to see for myself that this is only a tiny part of a big picture and that life here, is only a spec of what lies ahead once we join God in Heaven…

Well, I hope all have a bubbly day!

Bubbles out!